Not A Pretty Sight

[ichie_izanami]

 I'm 5 1/2 weeks past my surgery and "itching" to get back on the horse, so to speak.  Don't tell you-know-who I said he was a horse, it might go to his head.  I need to wait another 2 weeks.  So until then, I've been editing Chapter 2.

You know what?  I'm not liking it at all.   I'm not sure what to do.  Just leave it as is and chalk it up to being my first attempt at writing erotica?  Or completely take it apart and redo the whole thing?  That might take weeks or months.  I've been stringing everyone along for so long, I hate to keep doing it.

For those that don't know, I started writing this story back in 2007.  Everything but the last chapter was done.  Then my life took a spin and I shelved the story.  

I've occasionally taken it out and made some changes.  I've written most of the last chapter now.  One can see through the progression of the story how my writing changes.  Even today, I think that I write differently than I did back then.

In some ways, it's nice to go back and look at the improvements.  Is it fair to my readers though?  I don't know.  Maybe I'm just over thinking all this.  

If you have an opinion, I'd love to hear it.  Otherwise, I hope to get something up for you soon.